Posts Tagged ‘fear’

Writer’s Block

February 2, 2017

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I face a blank sheet of paper – ice-white and treacherous. A No Man’s Land I cannot cross. My thoughts are imprisoned in my head and I do not have the key needed to release them. My head is a wasteland. My brain is teflon like. I wonder what the medication is doing to my mind. Abilify is known to cause atrophy of the brain. Some might say this began happening to me a long time ago. Now it seems to be accelerating. And I am terrified. So forgive me if entries are sparse and disjointed.

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The Ageing Process

January 6, 2016

It’s a terrible thing to behold!

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Mind the Gap

September 17, 2015

Mind

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Forgetting many things but most of all myself

March 2, 2015

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On the Art of Manufacturing Fear

February 19, 2015

Jobe, Richard Adams

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Reflexivity

January 22, 2015

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Birmingham Halls of Residence

May 5, 2014


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Waiting For a Door to Open

June 27, 2013

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Guilt is the barometer of human behaviour. The conscience that seems to swell and fill your head.

Others may see me as a train wreck but I have never lost it. I have never stumbled across the mute button on my conscience. My moral centre remains intact. I can say that at least.

End of Days

January 30, 2013

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Benefit of Law

September 19, 2012

Roper: So now you’d give the Devil benefit of law?

More: Yes. What would you do? Cut a great road through the law to get after the Devil?

Roper: I’d cut down every law in England to do that.

More: Oh? And when the last law was down—and the Devil turned round on you—where would you hide? Yes, I’d give the Devil benefit of law, for my own safety’s sake.

A Man for All Seasons (1960)


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