Guilt

I feel guilty.
Guilty because I couldn’t protect someone I love from domestic violence.
Guilty because I let ‘someone’ do ‘something’ to me when I could have done something to stop it.
Guilty because I couldn’t help friends who took their own lives.
Guilty because I can’t sustain anorexia.
Guilty, guilty, guilty.

She once said to me: ‘Guilt is pointless and self indulgent.’

And what’s so small to you
Is so large to me
If it’s the last thing I do
I’ll make you see

Rock In This Pocket, Suzanne Vega

Counselling totally sucks.

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